A grieving heart

How many times can a heart be broken ?
How many times can it heal itself ?
Maybe countless, maybe it reaches eternity.

Can you calculate your significant loss ?
Can you measure the meaning of it ?
Maybe you cannot compare which one is the worst.

When do you expect it to be over ?
When is it considered as too long to feel the sadness ?
May be 100 days, maybe forever.

The truth is the more the pain is ignored,
and the more you want it to go,
the longer it stays within.

Some people said letting go is an option,
is that because they care about us ?
Or, because they are too tired to listen ?

How can you let a part of your life go ?
It feels like you give away your right hand.
When you realise it's no longer there, you are frozen.

If you try to analyze your feeling,
it really doesn't make any sense at all.
You just need to live with it because it's a part of you.